Wednesday, March 28, 2007

More Random Quizzing, AGAIN!

Dearest My Peeps,
And yet again, here I go. HOORAY!

What's your mental illness?

Anorexia
[ ] you feel weak.
[ ] you hate your body.
[x] you have starved yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be skinnier.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
total: 3

ADHD (attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder)
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[ ] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[x] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.
total: 3

bipolar disorder
[x] you can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[ ] you barely get any or no sleep.
[ ] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide
[x] you have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
total: 4

bulimia nervosa
[ ] you've thrown up all of your food at one time.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you eat fast.
[ ] you have overly excercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ]you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
total: 0

conduct disorder
[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home
total: 0

depression
[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you always are crying.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.
total: 3

ocd (obsessive compulsive disorder)
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.
total: 5

schizophrenia
[ ] you often have hallucinations (seeing things or hearing things that aren't there)..
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[ ] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[ ] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.
total: 2

So apparently I'm ocd, ie: obsessive complusive. Yeah, like I didn't know that already. Tell me something new next time.

[1] What did you want to be when you were younger? A teacher/librarian
[2] What's your favorite type of music? Celtic
[3] What do you spend most your time doing? Working
[4]Would you rather go out or stay in? Depends who with & wear
[5] What is your favorite 'fast food' restaurant? A & W
[6] What is your favorite restaurant? Gah. Ummm... The Cunard?
[7] Are you a farmer? *snickering* I suppose, I really like Harvest Moon.
[8] If you could marry anyone who would it be? My soulmate & best friend
[9] How much do you think about that certain someone? Every day.
[10] What's your favorite toothpaste? It needs to be gel, beyond that, I'm not fussed.
[11] What kind of grades do you make? My high school average was high 80's
[12] If you could go anywhere where would you go? The Celtic Isles
[13] How many people do you live with? My parents, so 2, unless you count my stuffed bears, or the fact that I spend as much time at work as at home.
[14] What is your favorite sport? European Football or Surfing
[15] How many kids do you want? Ish. Maybe one or two. I'd rather adopt. Definately less painful & I'm not getting into it any further than that. *slight shudder*
[16] What would you name them? I really like Samwise & Meriadoc, but I hope my husband has more common sense than to let me do that to a child. I've always liked Victoria Elizabeth, but it's gotten common. I'm keen on Fealty Fey right at the moment. I used to like Aiden but it's all over the place now too.
[17] What color lipgloss do you usually wear? Ummm, none?
[18] Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi all the way. Coke's not bad though
[19] What's the last thing you bought from a Pharmacy? My pills & shaving soap for Dad.
[20] Have you ever been in a wreck? My poor Pinky. :( He's better now though.
[21] When do you usually go to bed? When I get tired.
[22] Whats the worst thing you ever did? I can't answer that. It might incriminate me. I plead the 5th, even if I'm not American to plead it.
[23] Do you attend church? Whenever I get the chance. I didn't for ages but I sure missed it.
[24] How many friends do you have? I'm friendly with everyone, intimate with few.
[25] What's your greatest accomplishment? Accepting Jesus as my Own.
[26] What do you plan to be when you're older? A crazy cat lady
[27] What's your favorite PJ's? My purple kitty ones
[28] What's your favorite thing to do? Be with my soulmate & Jacqui or obsess about stupid stuff.
[29] What color hair do you have? Brown, still slightly tinted red, almost a coppery colour.
[30] Do you sing well? Yeah. Right. Do you like cracked & broken?
[31] Have you ever been in love? Currently.
[32] Would you eat a cochroach for $500? $5,000,000 more like. And it would have to be cooked & mized with healthy food.
[33] Are you afraid of the dark? I'm more afraid of the scary things I can't see in it. I wish I had a cat's vision at night.
[34] Are you bored? Not especially. I like surveys.
[35] Where's the last place you've been? Besides somewhere in my house? My car, coming home from work. Besides that? Work. Besides that? My car going back to work from the bank. The bank for work. My car going to the bank for work. Work. My car going to work. Home before work. That's my day in reverse, all the places I've been.
[36] Do you wear a lot of black? Depends. I usually go for black pants.
[37] Do you get along with your parents? My mother better than my father, but yes
[38] Would you consider yourself 'popular'? *cackling insanely rolling helplessly on the floor, trying not to burst a lung*
[39] Do you live in the country, burbs, or city? Country baby, all the way. Save me from concrete.
[40] Most painful experience? Physically? Breaking my foot. Emotionally? Nearly losing the battle to life & it's agony at 14.
[41] Most happy experience? Winning the battle with life & it's agony @ 14.
[42] Have you ever been stalked? Not that I'm aware of.
[43] Have you ever egged a house? Uh, no?
[44] Do you go hunting (deer,duck,etc)? *cackling again* That's my sister. She takes her crocheting with her & everything. Best bit is, I'm being honest. She even got a deer too, all by herself.
[45] Do you support PETA? If it's for the rights of pets, way! But I dunno what it is.
[46] Do people think you're crazy? People keep telling me that I'm going crazy, but I keep asking how I can go somewhere that I live in on a constant basis.
[47] How many people on your buddylist? MSN 102; Facebook 85.
[48] NHL or NFL? NHL all the way. I don't do American football
[49] Do you ever scream into a pillow? On occasion.
[50] Have you ever drowned a fish? I don't know how I killed him. But he died.
[51] How many songs to you know all the words to? You think I can count them? Anything I've listened to any amount & I have 7.73 GB of music on my computer.
[52] Do you listen to the Beatles? Sometimes
[53] Do you listen to Eminem? Sometimes. I prefer KJ52. Exact same style, good lyrics.
[54] Do you know anyone who thinks they're Eminem? Uh, no.
[55] Do you read books often? As often as time permits.
[56] Do you strive to fit in? Gah. I gave that up at 14. It was a losing battle & trying it's hardest to kill me.
[57] Fave gum? Hmmm.... Spearmint I guess. But I noticed a new "spearmint raspberry" thing out that I'll probably enjoy.
[58] Do you snore? Sometimes. I talk in my sleep too.
[59] Are you afraid of thunderstorms? I don't like loud noises very well, though I love lightning. It's so pretty.
[60] Do you care what you look like? Well, yeah. But what I care about & what people think I should care about are two different things entirely.
[61] Is your hair color fake? It was, but then it slowly faded out. I think it's almost natural. For now. *evil laugh*
[62] Whacha wearing? PJs & socks
[63] When's the last time you talk to anyone? To Terry at work on the phone about 15 mintues ago
[64] Do you fall in love easily? Once I love you, you're stuck with me. To get me to love you, you'll have to work long & hard. I'm friendly with everybody, intimate with few.
[65] What's your best physical feature? My eyes I guess, if they weren't glasses covered. But if they weren't glasses covered, I'd almost look like I have black eyes all the time from lack of proper sleep, so my hair.
[66] What attracts you most to the oppisite sex? Eyes, personality, hair.
[67] What's your favorite body spray? Vanilla
[68] What's your favorite cologne? Hmmm... Old Spice I suppose, I dunno for sure.
[69] What's your favorite perfume? Vanilla Fields
[70] Do you like roller coasters? If I could be brave enough to get on one, for sure.
[71] Have you ever flown in a airplane? Yuppers.
[72] Do you have 'big' feet? They're too damn average. Size 7 ladies, & I have a hard tiem finding good shoes for reasonable prices because they're always sold out of the ones I like.
[72] Do you wear make-up? *cackling again* Ha. Maybe for a wedding. MAYBE! I didn't at my sister's wedding.
[73] Have you ever went bungee jumping? Not yet.
[74] Ever been to Paris? Not yet. I made Rome & Milan, Italy for a couple hours each though. Hooray for stopovers
[75] Do you believe in Vampires? I'm sure there are totally people who like to drink blood. Freaks.
[76] If you could become a Vampire, would you? I already have a tooth for the job, but no. I wouldn't want to drink blood & I love the sun.
[77] Would you call yourself normal? I'm normal. It's everybody else who's nuts.
[78] Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Nopers
[79] Have you ever stolen anything? When I was little, like 6 or 7. I knew better & I payed for my crime in full too.
[80] Do you eat seafood? Yuppers.
[81] Have you ever been drunk or high or both? Neither & if I can help it, I'll die saying the same thing
[82] Ever drove while drunk? How can I drive drunk if I've never been drunk? Besides, I'd rather not be a murderer thanks.
[83] Do you drink a lot or at all? Not alcohol, but otherwise, I drink loads. Lots of pop & juice.
[84] Have you ever lit yourself on fire? Once. By mistake. I'm clumsy, I'm sorry.
[85] How many people do you trust with your life? My immediate family, my soulmate, Jacqui (who might as well be my slightly older twin sometimes, so she counts as immediate family), beyond that, probably a couple of my coworkers.
[86] Are you considered intelligent? Maybe?
[87] Are you considered a nerd? I'm a geek through & through. A nerd is a kind of candy & I'm NOT edible.
[88] Do you talk on the phone a lot? To Jacqui nearly daily, otherwise no.
[89] How often do you take a shower? Daily, unless I'm off for a few days together & am not going anywhere.
[90] What kind of bodywash do you use? None? Dove Unscented Bar Soap, thank you very much.
[91] What's your favorite candy bar? Reese Peanut Butter Cups (with white or brown chocolate, I'm not fussed) or Minty Areo. The white Areos were awesome, but they stopped making those. :(
[92] Ever got a dentention? Once for signing my own homework instead of getting my mom too, (grade 3) once I had to do a test I missed during class & that was the only place I could do it & still have supervision (grade 5), skipping out early on a class with like half the class at the end of the day (grade 12)
[93] Ever been suspended? Nope. I'm a little creepy sometimes in how good I am & was.
[94] Better: Punk or Prep? Neither. Break those molds, be yourself.
[95] Ever blew a beverage out your nose? I don't think so?
[96] Do you like jaw breakers? The ones by Willy Wonka
[97] What color is your room? Various shades of wood.
[98] What do you say a lot? Totally.
[99] What's your best personnality trait? I'm obsessively loyal.
[100] What's your worst personality trait? I'm obsessively loyal.
[101] Do you have any sister's? Yup. Her name is Valerie & she's 7 years older than me.
[102] Are you listening to anything? Reign Radio, Ty Tabor "Pretty Good"
[103] What's the last movie you've watched in Theatres? Hmmmmmmmmmm. I can't remember. Probably Everyone's Hero or School for Scoundrels.
[104] Who is your favorite friend? Jacqui or Kathy
[105] Who do you get along with the best? Jacqui or Kathy or Mom or my soulmate
[106] Who do you fight with a lot? I don't fight if I can help, but I argue the most with Dad.
[107] Have you ever been in a fist fight? Nopers, though I kicked a wall once to alleviate anger.
[108] Do you talk too much? Definately.
[109] Ever fell asleep in class? Probably.
[110] Sneakers or open-toed shoes? Sandals all the way. So much freer.
[111] Can you do a cartwheel? *cackling* You're talking to the girl who broke her foot wearing flat sandals while walking INSIDE on tile floor. Yeah. Right.
[112] Ever been camping? Yuppers
[113] Shorts or jeans? Short Pants, in typical english, capris.
[114] Double dates or just the two of you? Depends, so longs I'm with him
[115] Do you go to camp? :( I outgrew it. :(:(:(
[116] When's the last time your parents spanked you? That time when I was little & got caught stealing that gum. I was with my auntie, she told me to tell me folks, then asked me three days later if I had. I lied to her & said I did. Later she was talking to them about it & I got caught twice. Worst bit is, they weren't upset because of the gum, she'd made me return it, pay for it & apologize. They were upset because I'd lied. Worst punishment is that my brother made it to the Nintendo first, then wouldn't share.
[117] Can you rhyme well? At random or if I try.
[118] Have you ever belonged to a gang? It's the Miramichi, worse still Sunny Corner. If it weren't for TV, we wouldn't know what a gang is.
[119] Know people who belong to a gang? Coming back to my last statement.
[120] Do you smoke ciggarettes? I learnt my lesson the hard way thank. No pneumonia OR cancer for me, thank you very much!
[121] Indoors or outdoors? Both?
[122] Have you ever gotten beaten up? Not physically.
[123] Do you know how to cook? With a recipe
[124] Do you know how to do laundry? Yes. I'm not a complete loser, I am almost 24.
[125] When you get a pizza, how many slices do you eat? Depends on how hungry I am
[126] How tall are you? 5 foot 2, ish
127] Do you consider yourself too fat/skinny? Medically I'm about 50 pounds overweight for my height. It's a little sad, but I'm not creepy fat looking. It's weird.
[128] Do you watch the superbowl? Pointless blood bath.

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[129] What's your least favorite color? Blue/Hot Pink
(I was just reading my blog and noticed that the question is LEAST favourite, not favourite! OI! My blue and hot pink are my FAVOURITE colours, not my LEAST favourite! My least favourites are the boring shades, like grey for instance, or most browns. Chartreuse is pretty neat I guess though.)
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[130] Have you ever faked being sick? Definately. Got me out of gym alot in grades 9 & 10
[131] Done something illegal? I used to speed all the time. I learnt my lesson by WAY too many close calls, when I should have lost my lisence but didn't even get a ticket.
[132] What's the longest you've stayed up? At least 48 hours. Probably 72
[133] Are you afraid of dying? I don't want it to be painful, but I know where I'm going, so nope. I don't especially want to, but life goes on if I do.
[134] Biggest regret? I'm not answering that
[135] Ever picked up a hitch hiker? Yuppers
[136] Is your name on any bathroom walls? I doubt it, unless it was totally a joke.
[137] Do you have a boyfriend? I do. He's so awesome. *eyeing Chatham longingly*
[138] What annoys you most? Stupid people. Weakness & lack of self control
[139] Fave 'scary' movie? Ernest Scared Stupid. That's the closest I do to scary.
[140] Fave 'action' movie? Hmm. I guess Mr & Mrs Smith. It's totally the only one I own, unless you count The Mask of Zorro as action.
[141] Fave 'romantic' movie? The Notebook looks cool, but the Holiday.
[142] Do you have an accent? I speak Miramichi, eh. How's she bootiner? The very best, eh. The very best.
[143] Who is your role model? Jesus Christ
[144] Do you like surprises? Sometimes.
[145] What's the ideal age to die? Ideal? Really old, when I can no longer distinguish between who I am & who you are.
[146] Do you like to dance? Not specially, but sorta.
[147] Ever took ballet? I should have, maybe I'd be less clumsy
[148] Bold or pastel colors? Bold
[149] Do you still wear Tommy Hilfiger? I have a pair of overall somewhere that my brother gave me, but gracious only knows where.
[150] What brand do you wear most? Walmart
[151] Channel do you watch on tv? I don't have my channels hooked up.
[152] Do you have any 'special' talents? I can put almost my entire fist in my mouth. I'm a not bad writer too. And I can bare my fang well. Dress me in black with lots of black makeup & I could do half deranged vampire really well.
[153] What's your favorite sport? Surfing & European Football
[154] Can you swim? Like a rock. Even wearing floater things.
[155] Can you play a musical instrument? The piano a bit, the saxophone a bit, the recorder a bit.
[156] Star sign are you? Gemini.
[157] Do you prefer public schools or private? Which is going to give me the better education?
[158] Do you care what people think? *cackling insanely again*
[159] Have you ever shot a gun? A water gun.
[160] What's your biggest fear? Being left behind.
[161] How many hours of sleep do you normally get? Anywhere from 6 to 12, usually 8 to 10
[162] Regular ice or crushed ice? Depends what for.
[163] Blue ink or black ink? Blue ink
[164] Are your clothes mostly loose or tight fit? Mostly loose I guess.
[165] Have any peircings? Two in each ear lobe. I want one in my tongue, but that ain't happening.
[166] Gold or silver? Pink or White Gold
[167] What kind of conditioner do you use? Usually none, unless I get two in one.
[168] Do you blow dry your hair? Not usually. What's the point?
[169] What do you sleep in? My rather hard single bed.
[170] What's the last book you've read? I'm reading The Two Towers by JRR Tolkien, before that The Fellowship of the Ring, same author.
[171] Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera? I really like Christina's song "Beautiful" & she did that "Reflection" on Mulan too, so I guess Christina. "I am beautiful, no matter what they say."
[172] Spiderman or Dare Devil? Spiderman
[173] Have you ever broken a bone? Still haven't gotten it set & it's been since 6 years this summer.
[174] Shower or bath? Shower OR whirlpool bath
[175] Do you have any cavities? There's a hole in one of my fillings, does that count?
[176] Have you ever wore braces? I desperately need them, my poor fang & wisdom teeth.
[177] What do you live in? My parent's basement. Thank God for my parents, because without them, I'd likely live in my car. Or 6 feet under.
[178] Would you choose true love or to be rich? True love, duh. There's more to life than money. Way.
[179] Do you have Cable? Gah no. Waste of money when I can just get the series on DVD later.
[180] Do you play any computer games? Sometimes. Zoo Tycoon, Roller Coaster Tycoon, Super Collapse 2, Alchemy Online, Chuzzle Online, Holiday Express Online, & Chainz 2
[181] How long did it take you to finish this? Just under an hour, but I stopped a couple times too.

More Random Quizzing

TOP TEN
TEN FAVORITES:
01. show - Family Matters
02. flower - Daisies & Roses
03. color - Blue or Hot Pink
04. sport - Figure Skating or Surfing
05. mall - Any from bigger city with more stores in it.
06. music - Celtic
07. food - Anything that will clog an arterty for when I'm old
08. season - Fall
09. day - Friday. Always has been, always will be.
10. city - Fredricton or Miramichi. I need trees.

TEN FACTS:
01. hometown: Sunny Corner
02. hair color - Brownish
03. hair length - Longish
04. hair style - Longish
05. eye color - Pastel Freen rimmed in Dark Green
07. mood - Not bad
08. smell - I can't really smell anything
09. available - What for?
10. lefty/righty - Righty all the way, not just with writing, with everything. It's just my stronger side

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
01. have you ever been in love - Only with the current one.
02. do you believe in love - Well, obviously if I'm currently in it!
03. why did your last relationship fail - My need for someone who believes mostly the same as me.
04. have you ever been heartbroken - Yup
05. have you ever broken someone's heart - Sorta, but not on purpose.
06. have you ever fallen for your best friend - Sorta. Pat's totally my best guy friend & has been since shortly after we met
07. have you ever loved someone but never told them - Hmmm. Nope.
08. are you afraid of commitment - I don't think so.
09. have you ever had a secret admirer - If I knew, they wouldn't be secret would they?
10. do you believe in love at first sight - For sure

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT
01. love or money - Both.
02. hard liquor or beer - *gagging at the thought of alcohol* Ewwww.
04. one night stands or relationships - Relationships all the way. My body is mine & mine alone, only one who'll get to share it will be my husband, if & when there is one.
05. television or internet - Internet all the way
06. pepsi or coke - PEPSI baby! Well, coke's not so bad, I guess
07. wild night out or romantic night in - Wild? Out? Me!? *cackling & rolling all over the floor* Ha!
08. colored or black and white pictures - Depends on for what & when, etc
09. phone or in person - In person every day when possible
10. msn or myspace - I don't have a myspace

TEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
01. have you ever been caught sneaking out - Never did want/have to sneak out.
02. have you ever skinny dipped - Since I can't swim, that'd be a negative
03. have you ever done something you regret - Several somethings
04. have you ever bungee jumped - Not yet.
05. have you ever been on a house boat - Not yet.
06. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker - Yup.
07. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt - Not physically, in "that" way, but definately. Ever had pneumonia & been away from home & a camp type thing? You tend to get pretty needy for your mother.
08. have you ever been streaking - No, no I haven't
09. have you ever ran away - Considered it a couple times, but apparently it turns out even during teen angst & puberty I still had pretty good common sense.
10. have you ever caught your parents doing it- *shaking my head frantically, tyring to rid myself of scary mental pictures* THANK YOU NO! NO NO NO!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

TEN EMOTIONS:
01. are you missing someone right now - Definately. Always *eyeing Salisbury & Chatham & my ocean frustratedly*
02. are you happy - Definately. Always content at any rate.
03. are you talking to anyone right now - To Pat on MSN
04. are you bored - Not specially. I enjoy this sorta thing
05. are you german - Not that I'm aware of
06. are you irish - Ish. There's scots in there too, probably some english too.
07. are you french - I can speak the language very poorly, does that count?
08. are you italian - Nopes
09. are your parents still married - Yups, even better, they're still married to each other!
10. do you like someone right now - Yuppers.

Randomness
THE CANS :
can you blow a bubble? Sure can. Learnt during service at kids camp when I was 10
can you dance? Not well at any rate.
can you do a cart wheel ? Me!? *cackling again* Ha! Right.
can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? It takes me awhile, but I sure can.
can you touch your toes ? not with my knees straight no.
can you whistle ? Yuppers, even on a blade of grass.
can you wiggle your ears ? Is that actually possible?
can you wiggle your nose ? A little bit

THE DIDS :
did you ever get into a fist fight in school ? Nopers
did you ever run away from home? Considered it once.
did you ever want to be a doctor ? *shudder* Ugh. Blood.
did you ever want to be a fire fighter? Until I realized that it required being in some form of physically fit.

THE DOS
do you believe in god ? Doesn't matter if I do or not, He would still exist if I said He didn't.
do you know how to swim ? Ha. No, but I do a good imitation of a rock, even wearing floater devices.
do you like roller coasters ? I like the thought of them, but actually being brave enough to get on one, that's another story.
do you have a bike? It still looks almsot like new & I've had it since I was 11 or 13 or so.

THE DOES :
does hair loss run through your family ? Throughout the men's side. If it starts to attack us women, I'm going for a shaved look.
does your car get good gas mileage ? Not as good as the parent's, but not bad.
does your family have family picnics ? Umm, no?

THE HAVES :
have you ever been on a plane ? Yuppers.
have you ever asked someone out ? I don't really know. I know I'm sure not subtle about letting them know to ask me out though.
have you ever been asked out by someone? Yuppers.
have you ever been to the ocean ? Darn skippy!
have you ever gone fishing ? I caught 8 fish in one afternoon when I was 4 years old! Mind you, they were only a couple inches long & the river was cram packed with them. I think Daddy took me out then because he knew I wouldn't not be able to catch one & thus, wouldn't get upset.
have you ever painted your nails ? Yup, but generally only ever the right hand, since I'm very right sided.

THE HOWS :
how tall are you ? I'm 5 foot 2ish, give or take a half an inch
how much money do you have on you right now? Hmm. I have a twoonie in my wallet, but that's upstairs.

THE LASTS:
last person you hung out with? Patrick & Tania
last thing you said out loud ? Dude, what?
last thing someone said to you? What do I look like, a person with a good memory? On MSN it was Patrick & it was "what are you up too tonight?" like 10 seconds ago though.


CRYING SECTION
ever really cried your heart out ? Not literally, but yes.
ever cried yourself to sleep ? On occasion.
ever cried on your friend`s shoulder? On occasion, I think. (eyeing Jacqui, wondering)
ever cried over the opposite sex? Well, duh.
do you cry when you get an injury? I'm a wimp. Yes.
do certain songs make you cry ? Depending.

HAPPY SECTION
are you a happy person ? I'm contented at any rate.
what can make you happy ? Friends, Miracles (I've had a fair few too) Music, Movies, Books, Money
do you wish you were happier? Sometimes
can music make you happy ? Music can make my pretty much anything, depending on the music.

LOVE SECTION
how many times have you had your heart broken? By a "love interest"? Not ever. Many times though.
have you ever loved someone so much that you`d die for them? Definately.
has anyone besides ur friends and family ever said "i love you" to you? But Pat is my friend!

HATE SECTION
do you actually hate anyone? Nope, though there are some people I could live without ever seeing again
ever made a hit list ? Ha. No. I didn't want to go to jail. Look at what happened @ Columbine in Littleton USA
what was that about exactly? That was about a couple kids letting the pain take over & losing themselves in the process.
are you a mean bully ? *rolling all over the floor, laughing fit to burst*

SELF ESTEEM SECTION
is your self-esteem extremely low? I like me.
do you believe in yourself? I'm pretty sure I exist, just a sec, I'll ask Pat... So apparently I could be a figment of his imagination, but my foot is pretty sore & if I was just a figment of somebody's imagination, I wouldn't be able to feel pain, so yes, I definately believe in myself.
do you wish you can be someone else ? Sometimes

LOOK AT ME
what is your current hair color? Brownish with reddish tints
current piercings ? Two in each ear
have any tattoos ? I'm scared of needles, so no.
straight hair or curly ? Curly when left to it's own devices.

CURRENTLY WEARING
what shirt are you wearing? My lavendar pj shirt
pants ? My lavendar pj bottoms
shorts ? Nopes
shoes ? They're these awesome boot type thing made of cloth & have removable heating pads in the bottom. Mummy got them for me one year for Christmas. I love them to death, when I remember that I own them.
necklace ? Almost always the same one. It's a pewter trinity knot that my brother gave me.

THIS OR THAT
rock or rap : Rock all the way
coffee or hot cocoa : Hot cocoa
wild night out or romantic night : Wild? Me!? *cackling*
chocolate or vanilla : Chocolate for eating, Vanilla for smelling
hummer or sports car : Sports car. I prefer something that isn't almost as big as my house.
bracelet or necklace ? Necklace. Harder to lose.
history or science : History
sleep in or early to rise : Sleep in as much as possible, though I like early mornings best
beach or boardwalk : Beach
hoodie or tee Shirt : Hoodie
night or day: Depending
high school or college : High School. It was free.
california or florida : Flordia
simple plan or good charlotte : Who's Good Charlotte?
love at first sight or learn to love : Generally learn to love.

HAVE YOU EVER
hugged someone ? Ask anybody I care about.
kissed the same sex? I'm not getting into the where's & why's & when's etc, but yes. She was appalled. I cackled for an hour after. It was great.
been on the phone until the sun came up ? Yuppers
laughed so hard you peed in your pants ? Not that I'm aware of
laughed so hard you cried ? Totally
got in a fight with someone ? *le sigh* Yes.

THE LAST
person you talked to in person ? One of my folks. Think Mum, but I'm not sure
person you talked to online ? Patrick, currently.
person you talked to on the phone ? I tryed to call Jacqui, but there was no answer, so Mummy.
time you had a shower ? This morning before work

RANDOM
do you like surveys ? Yes I do
what kind of shampoo do you use? You expect me to know the name? I use whatever's a fancy brand name on sale for cheap when I go shopping, or Finesse/Sauve, depending on which is most affordable
do you get along with your parents ? My mother better than my father, but for the most part, yes.
do you have mental breakdowns ? My brain freezes mid thought sometimes. Does that count?
did you ever tell your parents you didn`t feel good so you didn`t have to go to school ? It's not like they ever fell for it. They knew me too well.

CURRENT
current mood : Content
current music : Michael W. Smith, "Breathe" Live Edition, WoW 2002, Gold Disc
current hair style : Typed back, half falling out of the scrunchy, so also clipped up
current crush : It's not a hard stretch of the mind to know that one. *eyeing that Chatham again*
current windows open : Mozilla Firefox, in which I have Blogger, FaceBook, Gmail, Life Radio Listen Live & Wonderous links; iTunes & Pat's message window from MSN. I just closed out Dad's because he went off to go to work.
current desktop picture : A picture from the day of Val's wedding, with her & Andrew & our folks & his folks & me & Douglas.
current boy/girl : What? Patrick is my current boyfriend. Jacqui is my current best friend. Beyond that I don't get it.

FIRST REACTION
Okay so this is called FIRST REACTION. Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. It doesn't matter how random just type it!
1. Cigarettes: Eww. Smell awesome when fresh, but ewww to cancer
2. Sex: Not yet at any rate
3. Relationships: Monkies? (You said it had to be my first reaction)
4. Your Last Ex: Works with me.
5. Power rangers: SAVE ME NOW!
6. Crack: Pull up those pants & GET A BELT!
7. Food: MMMMMMMMMMMM
8. The President: *coughing* If you can't say anything nice...
9. Cars: I wish he were really Pink.
10. Gas Prices: Stupid greedy gas tycoons!
12. Halloween: Jack Skellington
13. Bon Jovi: Candy
14. Religion: Is the Devil's spawn. Relationship all the way
15. MySpace: What is it?
16. Worst Fear: Being left behind
17. Marriage: It's definately a possibility, given time.
18. Fashion: Me? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *rolling around, cackling* Yeah. Right.
19. Brunettes: Meh. Whatever.
20. Redheads: Ginger hair all the way!
21: Work: Best job ever!
22: Pass the time: Time is & suddenly I'm almost 24 when I should still be little!
23. One night stands: Nope. Nothing doing.
24: Cell Phone: Nokia, but I wanted Snake!
25: Pet Peeves: I'm not supposed to name names.
26: Pixie Stix: Faery Dust
27: Vanilla Ice cream: BOOORRRRRIIIINNNNNNGGGGGG, unless you add sugar.
28: Porta Potties: Awww. I thought you said Polka Parties for aminute & I was all like, "DUDE! SWEET" :(
29: High school: Ages ago now. *slight sniffle*
30: Chocolate: With peanut butter... Hooray for Reese
31: Pyjamas: Wearing, and wish I could wear them out too
32. Wood: Mmmm... cedar
33. Surfers: I wish I could surf.
34. Pictures: Gee I want my own Digi.
35. First true love: Giant Panda Bears or My mother
36. Hair: Not long enough
37. Babies: Oi.
38. Corvette: Volkswagon all the way
39. CD: Sad Clown
40. Men: *flailing* MEN!
41. Women: *flailing* WOMEN!
42. Porn: Ew.
43. Jewelery: Depends. I like colour more than diamonds though.
44. Piercings: I want one in my tongue, but I'm a scaredy yellow bellyied chicken liver.
45. Oil: Should not be so darned expensive!
46. I Love You: Aww gee. *blushing* Thanks.
47. Football: Soccer to us american freaks. Way fun.
48. Basketball: Short madness!
49. Baths: I want a whirl pool bath tub! Heck, I just want a bath tub I can stretch out in!
♥ 50. True Love: Patrick
Dearest My Peeps,
I'll shut up again. I'm sorry.
Cheers to you! Cakes & cookies too!
V
" Prosperity or egalitarianism - you have to choose. I favor freedom - you never achieve real equality anyway: you simply sacrifice prosperity for an illusion." -Mario Vargas Llosa