Been awhile.

How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2010? -Feelings as in FEELINGS? The same one that I broke my heart over a while back. What can I say, I'm an idiot.

What is the last song you listened to? -Uh... something... hang on. Never mind. I don't care enough to find my iPod. I think it was off the "Music Inspired By Narnia" Cd though. Otherwise off the Twilight soundtracks.

Do you like to hold hands? -Totally.

Do you think your ex still wants to be with you? -As he is with somebody else, I doubt it.

Is there anything you should be worried about? -Probably, but I couldn't be bothered with the energy required.

Every girl needs a little black dress. Do you agree? -Sorta. Little. Eesh. I don't do little clothing.

What kind of mood are you in? -Kinda. Kinda sleepy, kinda bored, kinda frustrated with myself.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for over 6 months? -Totally, if it were with the right person.

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in? -Hmm. Probs. Did I notice? Probs not.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now? -For sure!

Does anyone have strong feelings for you? -I don't know, I don't think so, not any more at any rate.

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight? -Dunno. Maybe.

Did you sleep alone last night? -I never sleep alone. I have enough stuffed toys to keep any person company. Not to mention my cat. :D

Did you talk to a boy last night that made you smile? -Hmm. Nope.

How important is trust? -Of the utmost

Did you have a good day? -Mostly

Is "because I was drunk" a good enough excuse for you? -No. Why were you drunk if you can't control yourself in that state? Honestly!

Is the computer you're currently on yours? -Nah. Mine is downstairs.

What would you say if your best friend told you they were in love with your brother? -Really? I wanna be bridesmaid! OR He's too old for you darling. Take your pick of which friend you are referring too.

Your ex calls tonight, do you like that? -Uh, I can't see it ever happening, so I'd be too shocked to decide if I like it or not.

Do you straighten your hair? -The hairdresser does sometimes. Not often though.

When's the last time you fell asleep watching a movie? -No idea. Hardly any time for them now.

Are you a good liar? -Heh heh heh. Nope.

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone? -Well, duh!

What song is playing right now? -'Sleeping In' by Nevertheless

What is the best thing to happen to you this year so far? -School?

When was the last time you cried? -This morning.

Is there somebody in your life that you could not survive without? -No. I can survive anything, if needs be. There are people I find myself unsure if I want to survive without them though.

Would you ever get your hips pierced? -How on earth can you pierce your hips!? Eesh, that sounds nasty.

Are you attached to your cell phone? -Obvs! Especially now that it's a texting phone.

Do you think you're pretty good at determining when someone is bullshitting you? -Sometimes, not always.

Overall how are you doing? -Overall, I am, I was and I will be. That's enough to be getting on with.

Have you changed in the past 6 months? -Yes. And no.

Are you a jealous person? -Depending on the situation.

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? -I really don't know.

Do you have any pets? -Yes. I haffs a kitty!

Do you have a bad temper? -I can, it really depends on the situation.

If you run into the person you like and you aren't wearing makeup, what do you do? -Nothing, as I don't usually wear make up at all, except on special occasions.

Anything happen to you in the past month that made you really mad? -Yup.

Do you remember who you liked a month ago? -I'm not that fickle, yes.

Have you ever broken anyone's heart? -It couldn't have been that bad a break, they moved on quickly enough. My own on the other hand is another story all together.

iPod/Apple users

I don't know how accurate this is, but the advice contained therein stands to reason. If you use i-tunes with your credit card, be very careful.

Apple's popular iTunes platform has become a major target for hackers looking to steal credit card data from the service's millions of users.

Victims receive a cleverly-crafted email informing them that they have made an expensive purchase on iTunes. The user, having never made the purchase to begin with, is concerned by the email and naturally tries to resolve the problem – in this case by clicking on the proffered (fake) link.

After clicking the link, the victim is asked to download a fake PDF reader. Once installation is complete, the user is redirected to an infected Web page containing the ZeuS Trojan, which is specifically designed to steal personal data. This phishing attack was uncovered shortly after a similar phishing attack targeting LinkedIn users appeared last week.

When using services such as iTunes, it is absolutely crucial that users never go to the website via email, but rather from the platform itself where they can verify their account status.

An interesting idea.

When you get a moment, write down in a journal EVERYTHING about yourself as far back as you can remember....friends you had or still have, good times you shared, bad times, different places you lived, opinions you used to have, people from different walks of life you have met, special brief moments that for some reason you still remember, who you are today...you get the picture. During those times when you feel like you have done nothing in your life, feel like you have meant nothing and maybe forgot who you are..go back and read what you wrote. You'll find you're quite an interesting person and you may just even learn more about yourself :)

Quizzing Again

Props to Kelly Macan for the quiz

1. Who was your last text from? Douglas or Patti. I forget

2. Where was your default picture taken? Default Picture? I have one of those??

3. Whats your middle name? Ellen

4. Whats on your mind? Nothing I care to share with people.

5. Does your crush/GIRLfriend/BOYfriend like you back? I don't have one at the moment. One has me, but not vice versa.

6. What is your current mood? Neutral

7. What is your mom's name? Linda

8. What color shirt are you wearing? Lime Green

9. Are you close with your dad? Depends on the day.

10. If you could go back in TIME and change something, would you? That would depend on all the variables specific to that situation. I like me the way I am and changing anything would change me. I would want to know outcomes first.

11. Have a crazy side? Have a crazy side, live in the land of crazy, take your pick.

12. Ever had a near death experience? Ew. Yes.

13. Something you do a lot? Obsess. Dither.

14. Angry at anyone? I am uncertain.

15. Favorite Month? September/October

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Sir Ian McKellan

17. When was the last time you cried? Sometime this week I'm sure.

18. If you could have one super power what would it be? Exact change! To always have exact change whenever I want it for WHATEVER I want. IF that doesn't could, transformation.

19. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Hygiene

20. What do you usually order from Starbucks? I've never actually ordered from Starbucks. Backwoods, remember?

21. Favorite TV show(s)? Avatar:The Last Airbender

22. Do you still watch kiddy movies? This is me. Well, duh!

23. What are you eating or drinking at the moment? There's a bottle of Pepsi somewhere handy that I'm working on.

24. Do you speak any other language? Oui, un peu de francais.

25. Whats your favorite smell? Vanilla

26. Describe your life in one word. Vicky

27. Have you ever kissed in the rain? Hmm..... I don't know.

28. Ever kissed on the beach? Nope.

29. What are you thinking about right now? The last (only) person I kissed. I miss him.

30. What should you be doing? Something productive.

31. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? I plead the 5th... even though I am not a US Citizen and never intend to be.

32. What are you listening to? Jasper's Fan (Jasper is my laptop)

33. Do you like working in the yard? Outside!? EW! No.

34. Do you ever want to get married? kids? Maybe. I doubt it to either, but maybe.

35. Do you act differently around the person you like? Please refer to question 5...

36. What is your natural hair color? Born Blonde, since darkened to copper.

37.Who was the last person to make you smile? Jacqui.

38. What is your favorite meal at your favorite fast food restaurant? Chicken with pickles.

39. Do you cut out coupons? Sometimes.

40. What is the weirdest thing under your bed? Christmas Wrapping Paper

It's Janet's (then Watling, since it's from 2008) fault!

You opened it, you have to do it! Then, send it back to the person who sent it to you and the rest of your friends!

Two names you go by:

1. Vix

2. Vicky

Two things you are wearing right now:

1. Capris

2. Sneakers

Two of your favorite things to do:

1. Read

2. Frontierville

Two things you want very badly at the moment:

1. To be debt free (Heh. Right)

2. A clean bedroom. (Again, Heh. Right.)

Favorite pets you have:

1. Ariel Orien Cat

2. Does my stuffed Panda Ethel count?

Two people who will send this back completed:

1. Uh, Janet?

2. It's a facebook note, so no idea.

Two things you did last night:

1. Read

2. Frontierville

Two things you ate today:

1. Weiners

2. Ketchup & Mustard (On said weiners)

Two people you last talked to:

1. Mum

2. Dad

or do you mean outside of the house?

1. Kathy

2. Pastor Williams

Two things you plan on doing tomorrow:

1. Go to church

2. Enjoy overheading :D YAY!

Two favorite holidays:

1. Christmas (duh)

2. Does my birthday count? If not... uh... ... ... Halloween. Can wear costumes.

Two favorite beverages:

1. Pepsi

2. Lemonade

Now, here's what you're supposed to do ... and please do not spoil the fun. Hit forward, delete my info, INCLUDING the person who sent it to you. TAG, YOU'RE IT!

I got taggeded. So here we go!

1.Do you like someone?
I like most people I know. Do I LIKE someone? Nope.

2.Who did you last do to the movies with?
Kathy... no wait, it was Dana this time! Kathy is tomorrow.

3.Are you afraid of growing up?
Afraid? I already AM grown up. o.O Physically at any rate. ;)

4.Is there someone you wished you talked to?
I dunno. Who?

5.How many people are online?
22

6.Are you a simple or complicated person?
Me? I would like to say simple, but it's not half so easy as that.

7.What do you hear right now?
Cars driving on wet pavement, my keyboard as I type, my father putting around in the kitchen, the fan on my computer going... that's it.

8.What is your absolute favourite show?
All time? Family Matters. Current? One Tree Hill.

9.Are you tired?
Actually, I'm pretty good. For now. Until I get into that Bible Study at church that I really want to go to. Then I'll be tired as all get out because I actually want to be able to pay attention. I'm weird like that.

10. Are you excited for school?
It's great to be able to say yes to this. Yes, Yes I am! WOO!

11.When was the last time you watched a full movie?
Uh, .. Wait for it.. Wednesday. Clash of the Titans

12.Tell me about the shirt your wearing:
Which one? The bottom one is a sand and white striped golf shirt that's a wee bit too small, the top is a maroon hoodie, also a wee bit too small. Both are massively old and massively loved.

13.Would you rather be a priest or a drug dealer?
Drug Dealer all the way. That's just slang for pharmacist isn't it? I'm not a guy, so I couldn't be a priest.

14. What would you like to say to the last person you kissed?
I miss you!

15. When was the last time someone yelled at you?
Uh... uh... probably sometime this week for something beyond my control. Yup. That's it.

16. Have you ever been given an engagement ring?
Ha. Haha. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Nope. I'm still planning to die single, just me and 50 cats. Yup, that's it. Let my friends and family have the relationship drama, I'm good by myself.

17. When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Within the last 20 minutes. The other one was this morning when I was lonely and doing some mindless none the less necessary task at work that didn't require thinking ability.

18. Anything annoying you right now?
The lack of posting in my online forum. It used to be daily, now it's only semi-weekly at best! BAH!

19. Who has your heart?
Jesus

20. Have you ever slapped anyone?
Does slapping oneself count?

21. Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
Every single day. How else could I survive?

22. Last time you showered?
Yesterday morning.

23. Do you miss anyone?
Totally, all the time. *eyeing various friends and family that live away*

24. Do tattoos and piercings excite you?
Not particularly. I want one of the former but am a chicken. And I have four (two per ear) of the second.

25. Have you ever been to NYC?
Not yet.

26. Do you remember song lyrics easily?
Depending on the song.

27. Does religion annoy you?
When I think about what it does to the world, yes, yes it does. I have a relationship with the Maker of all Creation, not religion. Religion can do nothing but damage, kill and destroy apparently.

28. Who do you like?
Coming back to my answer the first time, I don't LIKE anybody. I like too many people to list them all here. I'm generally easy enough to get along with after all, taking certain things into consideration. Mainly, I am happy being me and if a person can't deal with that, well, tough nugget, 'Judge not, lest ye be judged!'

Yes or No

I found this in a friend's notes. :D It sounds like it could be fun. I may have done it before, I don't know. But I will do it today. Woo woo!
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1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No.

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks. -- and believe me, the temptation to explain or further elaborate some of these will be overwhelming as nothing is exactly as it seems.

Now, here's what you're supposed to do. . . Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag as many of your friends as you'd like to.

------- ------- ------- ------- ------- -------
Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- Yes
Been arrested? --- No
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- No
Slept in until 5 PM? --- Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- Yes
Held a snake? --- Yes
Ran a red light? --- Yes
Been suspended from school? --- No
Experienced love at first sight? --- No
Totaled your car in an accident? --- Yes
Been fired from a job? --- No
Fired somebody? --- No
Sang karaoke? --- No
Pointed a gun at someone? --- Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- No
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- Yes
Kissed in the rain? --- Yes
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Yes
Seen someone die? --- No
Played spin-the-bottle? --- No
Sang in the shower? --- Yes
Smoked a cigar? --- No
Sat on a rooftop? --- Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- No
Smuggled something into another country? --- No
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- Yes
Broken a bone? --- Yes
Skipped school? --- Yes
Eaten a bug? --- Yes
Sleepwalked? --- Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? --- Yes
Rode a motorcycle? --- No
Dumped someone? --- Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? --- No
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- No
Ridden on a helicopter? --- No
Shaved your head? --- No
Blacked out from drinking? --- No
Played a prank on someone? --- Yes
Hit a home run? --- No
Felt like killing someone? --- No
Cross-dressed? --- No
Been falling-down drunk? --- No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- Yes
Eaten snake? --- No
Marched/Protested? --- No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- No
Puked on amusement ride? --- No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- Yes
Been in a band? --- No
Knitted? --- Yes
Been on TV? --- No
Shot a gun? --- No
Skinny-dipped? --- No
Gave someone stitches? --- No
Eaten a whole habanero pepper? --- No
Ridden a surfboard? --- No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- No
Had surgery? --- Yes
Streaked? --- No
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- No :(
Tripped on mushrooms? --- Yes
Passed out when not drinking? --- Yes
Peed on a bush? --- No
Donated Blood? --- No
Grabbed electric fence? --- No
Peed on an electric fence?--- No
Eaten alligator meat? --- No
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes
Candy? --- Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- Yes
Peed your pants in public? --- No
Snuck into a movie without paying? --- No
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- No
Think about the future? --- Yes
Been in handcuffs? --- No
Believe in love? --- Yes

Been A While

I found this on my News Feed in Facebook. I haven't done one for a while and some of the responses I read from the person I found it from made me laugh. :D
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Do you believe your ex thinks about you?
Which one? There are only two that matter and as I see one every few weeks, he has no choice but to think of me. The other is far away, so while I hope so, I don't know.

Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
Which one? There are two... ;) One is just a white long sleeved tshirt. The other is a v-neck orange and red stripe.

Whats currently bothering you right now?
Nothing I can get into detail about online.

What are you currently hearing?
"Lay It Down" Jennifer Knapp

When were you last outside?
About 20 minutes ago. I went for a walk. The world didn't even end.

Are you afraid of the dark?
Not the dark no. The creepy crawlies it hides? Definitely.

Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
O.o No comment.

What did you last eat?
Lays Ketchup Chips and Philly Herb & Spice Dip. Mmmmm.

Are you gonna get high later?
I am always high. Life does that to me.

Who was the last person to text you?
Fine, hold on while I go find my cell. .... Literally? Empire Theatres. Personally? Douglas.

When is your birthday?
May 25th.

If facebook made you pay would you still use it?
Hahahahaha. Nope.

Have you ever gotten a sunburn so bad it hurt to move?
Most definitely. The question is, have I ever had a sunburn so bad that I had to go to the hospital once a day to get the dressings changed on it. Still definitely yes.

Have you ever driven without a license?
I plead the 5th... even though I am not American.

Do you like your life right now?
It is livable. Is that enough? For today.

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
Sure did. Not well, mind you, but I did.

Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
I always try to avoid certain emotions. Why subject yourself to torture on purpose?

What is the 11th text in your inbox?
At least I still have my cell turned on. My soul sister. She knows who she is.

Do you sleep with a fan on?
Nope. Music works better.

Reason for throwing up last?
Uh... probably I was sick. I don't do so regularly, so I can't remember.

Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
Nope. In fact, I miss him. Ontario is awfully far away.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
I am, but I am not.

Do you miss the way things used to be?
Totally.

Have you held hands with anyone today?
Nope.

Will you be in a relationship this March?
I am in tons of relationships. As I know that is not what you are referring too, nope. There aren't even potentials and it's almost the end of March already. I am happy just me.

Have you ever made out with someone you barley knew?
Uh, no? I will be 27 in just over 2 months and I've still only kissed the one guy. That one who is in Ontario in fact.

Of the people you've kissed, how many do you regret kissing?
Refer to the last question... Not a single one. He was worth it.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
Practically every Sunday night of my childhood.

Are you happy right now?
Tolerably so.

Do you like cuddling?
Of course. Who doesn't? However, similar to a cat, I prefer to not to be touched unless it is on my own terms.

Do you believe in love?
As a concept? Yes. For myself? I hardly know.

Was your last kiss a mistake?
No.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
If there ever is one, no. I won't do such a thing lightly.

Are you threatened by another girl/boy when it comes to who you like?
Ha. Nope. People have their own brains, they will make up their own minds. What good would being jealous do?

Is there someone in your life you wish you never met?
No. If I had never met them, I would not be who I am.

Who was the last person you shared a blanket with?
Uh... Uh... Mom probably, sitting on the small couch, watching a movie.

Who always knows what your up to?
Jacqui. Kathy. Nobody else.

What is something you disliked about your day?
Today? The dust in my room. Why can't it stay away without me having to remove it!?

Is it easy for someone to make you smile / laugh ?
Almost always. I have a weird sense of humour.

What was the last thing you drank?
Pepsi of course.

Have you had any relationships this year?
Tons. But none of the sort you mean. When did the last one finish? 2008 I believe... though maybe my time perception is off and it was 2009 or 2007.

Does anyone completely understand you?
Actually, despite that Kathy and I are almost identical in every way, no.

Are you smiling?
Sorta.

Do you like the person you are becoming?
More or less. Depending on the day.

Would you date someone who lived in another state?
That would depend on the someone.

When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't?
I plead the 5th again.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
For sure. There will always be people who don't like me. I like being me so it stands to reason.

Do you laugh a lot?
Totally all the time.

Who do you miss?
I will not list, lest I forget someone and offend them. Way too many people to remember everybody anyway.