Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Random Quizzing. Maybe just one this time.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? I did a fancy skid across the basement floor.

2. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE? It's a Nokia something something. Small & boriong old grey

3. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO? Pretty much anything. I'm not as keen on whiny country & rap, but I'll still listen to it usually.

4. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? 8 pm

5. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? There's a lot of stuff I want, but I mostly want world peace. Honestly, what's the point of killing people?

6. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST? Being a kid & not having to be responsible for things. The ocean

7. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION? Pinky, obviously. Too bad he's still brown.

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL? Vanilla

9. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? Especially in loud, crowded places.

10. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? If I can't see the creepies coming, of course I get scared.

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME TO WEAR? I keep a scent free environment for the most part, but probably Vanilla Fields

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? Longish.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DESSERT? Anything sweet & raspberryish.

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS? They're both evil, but I guess energy drinks

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? Meats & cheese

16. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Anything at all? Garlic Fingers with Bacon Bits & donair sauce

17. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD? Wow. It's not who it normally would be.

18.DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE? Miramichi English & crappy french

19. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)? Hmmm... I think a candle.

20. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? That depends on who the person leaving was.

21. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU? Actions speak louder than words.

22. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: 777

23. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? Red head

24. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN? Jacqui's

25. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? It's a good thing you didn't ask "Who". As for what, weakness.

26. HAS ANYONE EVER SPIT ON U? Not that I'm aware of.

27. YOUR WEAKNESSES? Eyes, Spiritual, Smart

28. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST JOB? Babysitter

29. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? I'm not actually sure if I have or not

30. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY? talking on the phone to Jacqui, before that watching a movie with Mum

31. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE? I'd be suddenly skinny

32. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY? I like surveys.

33. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? Oh. Umm... for being "special". IE: I'm a bit nuts.

34. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL? Applaud the government for finally using their common sense & then have a good cry because people'd just end up doing what they did during abolition back in the 20's & 30's and go for the moonshine

35. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? A decent, but not expensive Digi Camera.

36. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT? Maybe 2. I'd prefer to adopt. Poor little guys with no Mommy

37. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? My sister was given three name choices. She named me after the name that was her dolly's name.

38. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? Well duh!

39. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE? I like them all, especially my pinky's & thumbs.

40. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? Friday night after that crazy busy spurt at work.

41. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? It's alright, if you're partial to first grade scribbling.

42. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Balogna

43. ANY BAD HABITS? Cracking my knuckles, chewing my finger nails & around them, obsessing constantly about the stupidest things

44. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD YOU OWN? How can I be embarassed by my music when I like all music? Maybe Linkin' Park?

45. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yup. I make it my purpose to be a good friend, in as much as I'm able to be.

46. DO LOOKS MATTER? To the superficial & shallow.

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? I go off by myself & try hard not to shriek or punch/kick the wall, till I'm calm enough to rationally discuss it with whomever I need to discuss it with.

48. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? Work.

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? I'm the most naive moron in the world. Until you screw me or mine over & I realize that you have.

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? Ethel Wilma the Panda Bear

51. DO YOU USE SARCASM? What? Me? Sarcastic. Noooo, I wouldn't ever do that. I'm sure.

52. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? Not that I'm aware of anyway

53. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GIRL/GUY? Eyes, Jesus, Intelligence

54. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Vicks, Vix, V

55. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Not usually

56. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Used to be chocolate chip cookie dough till they stopped using lots of cookie dough. Now mint oreo or Fudgeo

57. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS? Blue, Neon Pink, Orange

58. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? Two full ones, one half one & one quarter one

59. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? Jacqui & Pat. The Ocean

60. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? Be awesome if they did, but I can't see that most of them will.

61. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Life Radio Network

62. LAST THING YOU ATE? All Dressed Ruffles Chips

63. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? What a redundant question. Jacqui, obviously.

64. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE PREFERRED SEX? If they're ugly inside or not.

65. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Newcastle New Brunswick, now known as Miramichi City

66. SCARIEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU? Which near death experience do you want? I guess the one where I spun out of control on the ice in front of the church & it wasn't until I spoke the name of Jesus Christ that my car came under control, exactly halfway between the two ditches, almost back by the grass, facing the highway I had just been driving down.

67. FAVORITE DRINK? Pepsi, Rootbeer, Child Friendly Shirley Temples

68. FAVORITE JOKE? Currently the french crack a lad at work made about a different lad at work. Probably tied with my accidental insult of African people. Gee it was funny, but wow, did I ever feel like a heel afterwards.

69. FAVORITE SPORT? English Football (Soccer), figure skating, skiing, snowboarding, surfing, etc

70. YOUR HAIR COLOR? Currently roan

71. YOUR EYE COLOR? Pastel green rimmed in dark green

72. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES? Stupid things, but contacts dry my eyes out

73. SIBLINGS? One of each.

74. FAVORITE MONTH? May, September & December

75. YOU LIKE SUSHI? I might, if I could get past what it is & actually try it.

76. LAST THING YOU WATCHED? Just 4 Kicks with Mum

77. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? May & December 25th. Recently started liking July 10th too.

78. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? I shouldn't have to ask them out, I'm the girl. So, yes I guess I must be.

79.SUMMER OR WINTER? Both, but mostly summer

80. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Relationships all the way. Nobody but my husband will have my body if I have any say in the matter at all

81. WHO DO YOU SECRETLY LOVE? Secretly? Jesus. Ha. That's such a secret. Pat? Nope, that's not a secret either. Wow, I just I'm just not very secretive.

82. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT? Wow. That's a toughie. Still Sad Clown or Frail by Jars of Clay. I like most songs.

83. LAKE OR OCEAN? Ocean all the way

84. BIGGEST TURNOFF? People who are beautiful outside & hideous inside. Body odor

85. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND? Hmm. I forget the last time I was at Jacqui's. November I think. I forget when I last saw Kathy or Tara too.

86. LAST KISS? Monday night. :)

87. LAST TEXT YOU RECIEVED? From Aliant, congratulating me on getting a cell phone & welcoming me.

88. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH? I'll probably be crushing on Pat for a very long time.

89. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW? Yuppers.

90. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME? Vix, Jax, Kats

91. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED/ ARE ATTENDING? North & South Esk Regional High. Cobras all the way!

92. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? In my Bedroom

93. ARE YOU SMILING? Uh, sorta?

94. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING Jeans, sandals, hoodie, at least one unmentionable & hair ties on my braids

95. ARE YOU IN LOVE? There are so many kinds of love, so duh, of course. But yes, I am in love the way you mean.

96. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE? The Polar Express, Doogal & way too many more too mention.

97. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK? The Bible is really over 60 books, so I'll lay claim to most fantasy, especially Harry Potter, to my parent's dismay.

98. WHEN WAS YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP? I'm in multiple relationships, as is everybody. But romantically, it's been nearly a year since he started courting me, nearly 9 months since it's been offical

99. EVER GONE CRAZY? People keep asking me that, but how can I go where I already live?

100. PLAN ON GETTING DRUNK SOON? Never on alcohol if I have any say in the matter. On life, every day.

101. DO YOU BELIEVE IN NEW BEGINNINGS? Totally. If it weren't for new beginnings I'd be dead.

So my peeps, I totally want to keep on, but I'll stop for now. It's bedtime for girls who work at 9 am tomorrow. Happy day!

Cheers to you! Cake & cookies too!
V
"One God, one Love, one Way." -KJ52, from the song Dear Slim

Strength

Dearest My Peeps,

Dictionary.com defines strength as:
1. the quality or state of being strong; bodily or muscular power; vigor.
2. mental power, force, or vigor.
3. moral power, firmness, or courage.
4. power by reason of influence, authority, resources, numbers, etc.
5. number, as of personnel or ships in a force or body: a regiment with a strength of 3000.
6. effective force, potency, or cogency, as of inducements or arguments: the strength of his plea.
7. power of resisting force, strain, wear, etc.
8. vigor of action, language, feeling, etc.
9. the effective or essential properties characteristic of a beverage, chemical, or the like: The alcoholic strength of brandy far exceeds that of wine.
10. a particular proportion or concentration of these properties; intensity, as of light, color, sound, flavor, or odor: coffee of normal strength.
11. something or someone that gives one strength or is a source of power or encouragement; sustenance: The Bible was her strength and joy.
12. power to rise or remain firm in prices: Stocks continued to show strength. The pound declined in strength.

Strong is defined as:
1. having, showing, or able to exert great bodily or muscular power; physically vigorous or robust: a strong boy.
2. accompanied or delivered by great physical, mechanical, etc., power or force: a strong handshake; With one strong blow the machine stamped out a fender.
3. mentally powerful or vigorous: He may be old, but his mind is still strong.
4. especially able, competent, or powerful in a specific field or respect: She's very strong in mathematics. He's weak at bat, but he's a strong fielder.
5. of great moral power, firmness, or courage: strong under temptation.
6. powerful in influence, authority, resources, or means of prevailing or succeeding: a strong nation.
7. aggressive; willful: a strong personality.
8. of great force, effectiveness, potency, or cogency; compelling: strong reasons; strong arguments.
9. clear and firm; loud: He has a strong voice.
10. solid or stable; healthy; thriving: The banker predicted a strong economy.
11. well-supplied or rich in something specific: a strong hand in trumps.
12. having powerful means to resist attack, assault, or aggression: a strong fortress; a strong defense.
13. able to resist strain, force, wear, etc.: strong walls; strong cloth.
14. decisively unyielding; firm or uncompromising: She has strong views about the United Nations. He has a strong sense of duty.
15. fervent; zealous; thoroughgoing: He's a strong Democrat.
16. strenuous or energetic; vigorous: strong efforts.
17. moving or acting with force or vigor: strong winds.
18. distinct or marked; vivid, as impressions, resemblance or contrast: He bears a strong resemblance to his grandfather.
19. intense, as light or color.
20. having a large proportion of the effective or essential properties or ingredients; concentrated: strong tea.

You may be wondering what on earth I'm going on about now. Well you may. I'll stop your agonizings though, for I will tell you. I spent the evening with Pat tonight. I throughly enjoyed myself too , I might add. I always do though.

Anyhow, his roommate was home & somehow we got discussing strength and whether or not a man should be strong. Tania insisted that in today's day & age, men are supposed to be the weak ones, while I disagreed & said that men are supposed to be strong. I couldn't make her see my point & she couldn't make me see hers and eventually we kept going and talked about other things.

Thinking about it on the drive home, I better verbalized, in my head, how to say what I meant. I had come across as sounding very sexist, "Oh men are supposed to be the strong ones." but that wasn't my intention at all. Men are supposed to be strong, but so are women. Strength does not indicate superiority. Every person on this planet is supposed to be strong, man, woman & child. But there are different kinds of strength, as the long list of definitions from dictionary.com proves. The most commonly thought of strength is physical. But there is mental strength too, and emotional strength, and psychological strength, and moral strength.

It would be very sexist for me to say that men are supposed to be strong & women are supposed to be weak. Also not true. But at the same time, isn't it sexist to say that men are supposed to be weak and women are supposed to be strong? We're all created equal. One and the same. If you believe in creation, Eve was created from Adam's rib. Not from his heel, to be underneath him & inferior to him. Not from his skull, to be above him & superior to him. But from his rib, to be beside him & be equal to him.

So if men & women are created to be equal, both are to be strong. It's similar to bravery. Bravery is not the lack of fear, but acting in spite of the fear. Strength is not to be superior to another, but to be equal to them. Sure I'm bound to have strength that a guy wouldn't have, but at the same time, I have strength that another chick won't have. And sure a guy is going to have strength that I don't have, but he is also going to have strength that other guys don't have.

Strength doesn't always mean physical. Weak doesn't always mean physical either though. Men & women both are supposed to be able to take care of themselves & protect themselves & fend for themselves. But they are also supposed to be able to take care of their mate/loved ones, take care of their mate/loved ones & protect & fend for their mate/loved ones.

"A strong man stands up for himself. A stronger man stands up for others." That's a quote from Barnyard, one of the recent animated movie flicks. It's true too. But it doesn't just apply to men. It applies to all human kind.

Everyone has strength of one sort or another & everyone is supposed to be strong. Men too.

G'night my peeps. I'll shut up now. I'm sure you've gotten the gist of what I'm trying to say. I hope so at least. I tryed & if I keep on, it'll end up being babbling, and repetitive. Oh, and this used to be my brother's website. He has a poem on the title page about what a real man is. A real man is strong (whoa, deja vu, gracious me!) & that's simply the way it is. http://members.tripod.com/~dtmullin/dougmullin.html

Cheers to you! Cake & cookies too!
Vicky Ellen
"The rights of the weak are not weaker rights, but are completely equal to the rights of the strong." -Dionigi Tettamanzi

Friday, March 16, 2007

Craziness

Dearest My Peeps,
This is that quiz I mentioned awhile back that involves your music library. Thought I'd give it a whirl.

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So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing and the artist
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie


Opening Credits:
Chapter 4 - Turkish Delight - C.S Lewis: The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe AudioBook

Waking up:
Torn - Creed

First Day at High School:
Little Drummer Boy - Eduard Klassen

Falling In Love:
Oh Holy Night - The Drifters

Fight Song:
All Fall Down -MercyMe

Breaking Up:
With Every Breath - Leigh Nash

Prom:
Thunder Kiss '65 - White Zombie

Life:
A Living Prayer - Alison Krauss & Union Station

Mental Breakdown:
Overjoyed - Jars of Clay

Driving:
Can't Get Past The Evidence -4HIM

Flashback:
Sweet Hour of Prayer -Various Artists

Getting Back Together:
Ball & Socket Lounge Music # 2 - Bonejangles & His Bone Boys

Wedding:
I'm Not The King -Audio Adrenaline

Birth of Child:
Pushing Through -Mudvayne (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! That's awesome!)

Final Battle:
Your Mercy Goes Much Deeper -Lindell Cooley

Death Scene:
What A Friend We Have -Eduard Klassen

Funeral Song:
Nearer, My God To Thee -Various Artists (ROFLOL! That's pretty great too!)

End Credits:
Taking My Time -Ashton, Becker, Dente
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Some of those were pretty awesome. Especially the two I commented, but some of the others were great too. Wow though. I'm just realizing what a wide variety I listen to. Everything from Heavy Metal to Instrumental Hymns. Fancy. Anyhow, it's off too bed for me. I'm meeting Jenn Furlong for a dress fitting tomorrow. I'm a bridesmaid in her wedding in July or August (I forget the day exactly right now) & she wants to get the small stuff like that done as early as possible. It makes sense, totally would save on last minute running around. Well, cut back on anyway, because there's always lots of that.

Cheers to you! Cake & cookies too!
V
"Any man worth his salt will stick up for what he believes right, but it takes a slightly better man to acknowledge instantly and without reservation that he is in error." -Andrew Jackson

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Neato Name Thing

Dearest My Peeps,
I'm headed to bed, but I just discovered this cool-o name thing. It tells you what you name means, letter by letter. It's pretty acurate too, barring the bit about me liking to drink. I guess it depends how you look at it. I do like to drink, just no alcohol. I've always got something on the go, be it juice or pop. Anyhow, I'm totally posting it. I'll put my thoughts on each letter of my name in brackets after the letter.

V : You are not judgemental. (Try not to be, at least)
I : You are great in bed. (Won't know that till I'm married, if I ever do get married)
C : You are really silly. (I try. *flattered*)
K : You're wild and crazy. (Uh, maybe?)
Y : Best g/f b/f anyone could ever ask for. (I dunno, would have to ask Pat, I suppose.)

E : A damn good kisser. (Would have to ask the only guy I've ever kiss, I guess.)
L : Everyone loves you! (Well, obviously!)
L : Everyone loves you! (Duh!)
E : A damn good kisser. (Ask the same guy again.)
N : You like to drink. (True enough, just no alcohol, as all who know me will say)

M : You're the best kisser ever. (I'm starting to notice a trend?)
U : You really like to chill. (Yuppers. Chil-laxing all the way.)
L : Everyone loves you. (Yup, yup you do.)
L : Everyone loves you. (Still trending?)
I : You are great in bed. (What's up with all this trending!?)
N : You like to drink. (Yup. Again, just not alcohol.)

What all the letters mean:
A : You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : You like to drink.
E : You're a damn good kisser.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality and looks.
I : You are great in bed.
J : People adore you.
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Everyone loves you.
M : You're the best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : You're an awesome kisser.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : You're f-ing crazy.
S : You're easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best g/f b/f anyone could ever ask for.
Z : You're always ready

Dudes, you should totally do it too. It'd be interesting to see what y'all got too. It's just a bit of fun after all. Ah well, I enjoyed it. Beyond that, if other people would enjoy it, so be it. If not, well, should know better than to read my blog. I've been on a quiz madness lately & it'll take a while to run its course I'm sure. It usually does.

Bedtime now! Cheers to you! Cake & Cookies too!
V
"Where you are, God has placed you. What you have, God has given you. Who you are, God has made you. What you need, God will provide." -Amos Dodge

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Random Quizzes. Again.

Dearest My Peeps,
I totally discovered another one of those quizzes. I'm quiz crazy. What is a rising sign anyway? And that got me looking around the site again. I really am quiz crazy. I'll try to keep them to a minimum this time, if I can.

Your Rising Sign is Aquarius

You are an interesting mix of introspective and outlandish.
Waving your freak flag high, you really do things your own way.

While you may seem distant, you care very deeply for humanity.
You just have no tolerance for fools, slackers, or dullards.

And while you're fairly misanthropic, many are drawn to you.
Innovative and clever, people look to you for new ideas and trends.


You Are A Romantic Realist

You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.
Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.
And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...
But you'd never admit it to your friends!


Your Observation Skills Get A C-

You tend to notice the big things in life...
But the details aren't exactly your forte


In 1983 (the year you were born)

Ronald Reagan is president of the US

Sally Ride becomes the first American woman to travel in space

Marines are killed when a TNT laden suicide terrorists blows up Marine headquarters at Beirut International Airport

US Marines and Rangers invade the island of Grenada and evacuate hundreds of US citizens

The Soviets shoot down Korean Airlines flight 007

The Internet Domain Name System was invented by Paul Mockapetris

Ronald Wilson Reagan signs a bill creating Martin Luther King Day

Baltimore Orioles win the World Series

Washington Redskins win Superbowl XVII

New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup

Return of the Jedi is the top grossing film

"Every Breath You Take" by The Police spends the most time at the top of US charts

The A-Team and Webster premiere


Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

"Back in black, I hit the sack,
I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"

Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.
But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!


You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes


You Failed the US Citizenship Test

Oops, you only got 5 out of 10 right!


You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.


You Are a Conservative Democrat

Frankly, the way most other Democrats behave embarasses you greatly.
You pride yourself on a high level of morals, and you have a good grasp on right and wrong.
It's likely you think America needs to get back to its conservative, Juedo-Christian values.
Why aren't you a Republican then? Because you believe the goverment helps more than hurts.


You Failed 8th Grade Spanish

Sorry, you only got 3/8 correct!


You've Changed 52% in 10 Years

You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person.
You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you.


Your Brain is Purple

Of all the brain types, yours is the most idealistic.
You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense.
Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.


You Follow Your Head

You're rational, collected, and logical.
Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.
In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.
While you're cool, you're not ice cold.
You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.


You Are: 60% Dog, 40% Cat

You are a nice blend of cat and dog.
You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.
And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.


Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world.
And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it!

The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say

Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony

Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach


You Are Navy Blue

You're a true adventurer. You constantly find yourself drawn to new experiences, people, and places.
Sometimes you feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, you feel a bit lost.


You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!


You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.
While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.
Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.
You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.


You Failed 8th Grade Science

Sorry, you only got 4/8 correct!


Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.


You May Be a Bit Dependent...

You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned.
You need a lot of support in your life, at all times.
It's difficult for you to survive on your own...
And you don't reallly think you ever could.


(That's only partially true! I could totally survive on my own! Maybe.)

You Failed High School

Time to hit the books!


(And apparently it's way good that I didn't do grade 8 OR high school in the states!)

Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Intuition

You are:

Multilayered and complex
Inspired and driven to achieve your goals
A visionary with a complete life plan
Intuitive enough to understand difficult problems, ideas, and people


(One more before bed.)

You Are Dr. Pepper

You're very unique and funky, yet you still have a bit of traditionalism to you.
People who like you think they have great taste... and they usually do.

Your best soda match: Root Beer

Stay away from: 7 Up


(Okay, just one more)

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul


(This is it. Really!)

You Are Rudolph

Sweet and shy, you tend to be happiest when you're making someone else happy.

Why You're Naughty: You sometimes stick that nose where it doesn't belong

Why You're Nice: Christmas would be a sad affair without you!


(Just another? I'm having such fun!)

You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion.
Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu..
Your convictions are strong and unwavering.
You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.


Your Emoticon is Cool

You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next!


You Are 20 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


Your Personality Is Like Heroin

You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows.
Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain.
People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you!


And that's really it. For today.
Cheers to you! Cake & cookies too!
V
"The ocean in the spring, the gentle rolling of waves, all day long." Buson

Monday, March 12, 2007

Links

Dearest My Peeps,
Check out the following links. They're awesomeness enshrined!

http://www.funsilly.com/pcgender.html
http://www.funsilly.com/greatchoco.html
http://www.funsilly.com/16cops.html
http://www.funsilly.com/headlines.html
http://www.funsilly.com/headlines2.html
http://www.funsilly.com/10ways.html
http://www.funsilly.com/prisonwork.html
http://www.funsilly.com/resumefun.html

Okay, so totally check out www.funsilly.com & look around. It's really very cool & hilarious to boot. Laughter is the best medicine after all.

Cheers to you! Cake & cookies too.
Vicky Ellen
"I want the presence of God Himself, or I don't want anything at all to do with religion... I want all that God has or I don't want any." -A.W Tozer

Friday, March 09, 2007

Fancy Stuffs

Dearest My Peeps,
One of my friends on FaceBook totally has a bunch of quizzes in her list of notes. This name thing was totally cool so I decided to fill it out. It's great fun. I really like my movie star name, not to mention my action hero name. I might add more, I dunno, but the name one is by far the coolest I've met.

Your Various Names
1. YOUR SPY NAME (middle name and current street name):
Ellen Highway425

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME (grandfather/mother on your dad's side and your favorite candy): Allan Theora Cotton Candy

3. YOUR RAP NAME (first initial of first name and first three or four letters of your last name): V. Mull

4. YOUR GAMER TAG (a favourite colour, a favourite animal) HotPink Panda

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, and city you were born in) Ellen Newcastle

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (first three letters of your last name, last three letters of mother's maiden name, first three letters of your pet's name) Muleanemi

7. JEDI NAME (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards): Nellenaelcm

8. PORN STAR NAME (first pet's name, the street you grew up on):
Methusaleh Highway425

9. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favourite colour and the automobile your dad drives)
The Hot Pink Honda

10. YOUR ACTION HERO NAME (first name of the main character in the last film you watched, last food you ate) Benjamin Spaghetti
~~~
This one is kinda neato too. I like it.

One Word
1. Your cell phone: Nokia

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: Amazing

3. Your hair: Long-ish

4. Your mother: Lovely

5. Your father: Similar

6. Your favorite thing: Reading

7. Your dream last night: Ugh.

8. Your favorite drink: Pepsi

9. Your dream car: Bug

10. The room you're in: Living

11. Your fear: Spiders

12. What do you want to be in 10 years: Content

13. Who did you hang out with last night: Myself

14. What you're not: Wild

15. Muffins: Chocolatechip

16. One of your current wish list items: Money

17. Where is: happiness?

18. The last thing you did: MSN

19. What are you wearing: Clothing

20. Your TV: Old

21. Your pet: Dead

22. Your computer: Sleeping

23. Your life: right

24. Your mood: Content

25. What/who are you thinking about right now: Patrick

26. Your car: Chevy

27. Your work: Movies :)

28. Your summer: Hot!

29. Your relationship status: Committed

30. Your favorite color: HotPink

31. When is the last time you laughed: Recently

32. Last time you cried: Yesterday

33. School: Graduated
~~~
There's totally a cool one that you do with iTunes, but I'm on the upstairs computer so I can't do it right now, since it's totally not my music on this computer. For now, this'll be my last one. It looks neato too.

The Rainbow Survey

RED- Angry
1. Are you currently mad at someone? Not precisely mad at, annoyed with would be more acurate.

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? Me. Dad. Mum.

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? Well yeah

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? I don't really know. Probably

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?: Scream sounds much more right on

ORANGE - EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? Think so

2. Are you easily excited? Duh.

3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about? Hmmm... Spring, due to the influx of warmth.

4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? Goodbye Visa, GOOD RIDDANCE!

5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? A wallet that always has the exact change for what I am getting.

YELLOW - SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name? Vicky Ellen

2. When were you born? May 25th, 1983

3. What's your main goal in life? To be like Jesus. If everybody could try jsut a little more, the world would be a much better place. All He did was love people, reach out to help the hurting & speak truth. Best role model ever.

4. Do you want to have children? Someday I guess.

5. How do you want to die? Preferably not painfully. Beyond that, I don't care.

GREEN - OPINIONS
1. Are you for or against gay marriage? What's the difference?

2. Lower the drinking age? Goodness gracious NO!

3. Capital Punishment? It would depend on each individual circumstance.

4. Abortion? Who do we think we are, killing somebody who can't defend themselves!? There might maybe be a valid reason or a specific circumstance where it's okay. MIGHT. MAYBE. But as a rule, no.

BLUE - LOVE
1. Do you love someone? Yes

2. Do they love you? Yes

3. Are you taken? By him! *GLEE*

4. Do you believe in love at first sight? Totally

PURPLE-TODAY
1. How many beds did u lay in today? 1

2. What color shirt are you wearing? Grey, edged in black.

3. Name one thing you do everyday? Sleep.

4. How much cash do you have on you right now? Not a cent.

6. Look to your left? It's the wall. Old, crappy wallpaper too.

7. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone? My mother's socks. Clean yes, and she totally doesn't know. Yet.

8. What website(s) do you visit the most during the day? Currently facebook. Usually Gmail.

9. Do you have plants in your room? I'd kill them & that'd be cruel.

10. Does anything hurt on your body right now? I'm cold, but not hurting.

11. What city was your last taxicab ride in? Fredricton. In grade 11.

12. Do you own a picture phone? One that can take pictures? Nope.

13. Recent time you were really upset? Last Night. Stupid DDR.

VIOLET - LAST
1. Person you saw? Daddy

2. Movie watched in cinema? I think School for Scoundrels. It's been nearly 6 months, because the theatre is so expensive, so I can't really remember for sure. It was with Patrick, that much I know.

3. Song you listened to: I have it stuck in my head, but I dunno the title. "Do you believe in love" is the part in my head, it's off DDR Extreme 2 for the PS2, if that helps any.

4. Person you talked on the phone with? Jacqui of course. Who else?

Today
1. What are you doing right now? Chatting with Patrick on MSN & filling out this, which in turn means I'm blogging. Also sorta Chatting with Jamie on MSN.

2. What are you doing tonight? Vegging. Playing DDR maybe, watching a movie with Mum maybe, reading maybe, playing Okami for def. sure. I've been missing it again.

3. What are you going to eat? Spaghetti, and various other junky foods I'm sure.

Tomorrow
1. Is: Saturday

2. Goal: To make it through the day without getting overtired and in turn, cranky.

3. Are you going to laugh? It's work. I have no other choice. Best job in the world.

4. What are your plans? I work from 9 till 6.

5. Do you think it will be a good Day? It's work. I have no other choice. Best job in the world.

And I'm done. Cheerio! Happy day, dearest my Peeps.
Vicky Ellen
"I am the who when you call 'Who's there?', I am the wind blowing through your hair." -Nightmare Before Christmas Movie Quote

Fancy Stuffs

Dearest My Peeps,
One of my friends on FaceBook totally has a bunch of quizzes in her list of notes. This name thing was totally cool so I decided to fill it out. It's great fun. I really like my movie star name, not to mention my action hero name. I might add more, I dunno, but the name one is by far the coolest I've met.

Your Various Names
1. YOUR SPY NAME (middle name and current street name):
Ellen Highway425

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME (grandfather/mother on your dad's side and your favorite candy): Allan Theora Cotton Candy

3. YOUR RAP NAME (first initial of first name and first three or four letters of your last name): V. Mull

4. YOUR GAMER TAG (a favourite colour, a favourite animal) HotPink Panda

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, and city you were born in) Ellen Newcastle

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (first three letters of your last name, last three letters of mother's maiden name, first three letters of your pet's name) Muleanemi

7. JEDI NAME (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards): Nellenaelcm

8. PORN STAR NAME (first pet's name, the street you grew up on):
Methusaleh Highway425

9. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favourite colour and the automobile your dad drives)
The Hot Pink Honda

10. YOUR ACTION HERO NAME (first name of the main character in the last film you watched, last food you ate) Benjamin Spaghetti
~~~
This one is kinda neato too. I like it.

One Word
1. Your cell phone: Nokia

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: Amazing

3. Your hair: Long-ish

4. Your mother: Lovely

5. Your father: Similar

6. Your favorite thing: Reading

7. Your dream last night: Ugh.

8. Your favorite drink: Pepsi

9. Your dream car: Bug

10. The room you're in: Living

11. Your fear: Spiders

12. What do you want to be in 10 years: Content

13. Who did you hang out with last night: Myself

14. What you're not: Wild

15. Muffins: Chocolatechip

16. One of your current wish list items: Money

17. Where is: happiness?

18. The last thing you did: MSN

19. What are you wearing: Clothing

20. Your TV: Old

21. Your pet: Dead

22. Your computer: Sleeping

23. Your life: right

24. Your mood: Content

25. What/who are you thinking about right now: Patrick

26. Your car: Chevy

27. Your work: Movies :)

28. Your summer: Hot!

29. Your relationship status: Committed

30. Your favorite color: HotPink

31. When is the last time you laughed: Recently

32. Last time you cried: Yesterday

33. School: Graduated
~~~
There's totally a cool one that you do with iTunes, but I'm on the upstairs computer so I can't do it right now, since it's totally not my music on this computer. For now, this'll be my last one. It looks neato too.

The Rainbow Survey

RED- Angry
1. Are you currently mad at someone? Not precisely mad at, annoyed with would be more acurate.

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? Me. Dad. Mum.

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? Well yeah

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? I don't really know. Probably

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?: Scream sounds much more right on

ORANGE - EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? Think so

2. Are you easily excited? Duh.

3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about? Hmmm... Spring, due to the influx of warmth.

4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? Goodbye Visa, GOOD RIDDANCE!

5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? A wallet that always has the exact change for what I am getting.

YELLOW - SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name? Vicky Ellen

2. When were you born? May 25th, 1983

3. What's your main goal in life? To be like Jesus. If everybody could try jsut a little more, the world would be a much better place. All He did was love people, reach out to help the hurting & speak truth. Best role model ever.

4. Do you want to have children? Someday I guess.

5. How do you want to die? Preferably not painfully. Beyond that, I don't care.

GREEN - OPINIONS
1. Are you for or against gay marriage? What's the difference?

2. Lower the drinking age? Goodness gracious NO!

3. Capital Punishment? It would depend on each individual circumstance.

4. Abortion? Who do we think we are, killing somebody who can't defend themselves!? There might maybe be a valid reason or a specific circumstance where it's okay. MIGHT. MAYBE. But as a rule, no.

BLUE - LOVE
1. Do you love someone? Yes

2. Do they love you? Yes

3. Are you taken? By him! *GLEE*

4. Do you believe in love at first sight? Totally

PURPLE-TODAY
1. How many beds did u lay in today? 1

2. What color shirt are you wearing? Grey, edged in black.

3. Name one thing you do everyday? Sleep.

4. How much cash do you have on you right now? Not a cent.

6. Look to your left? It's the wall. Old, crappy wallpaper too.

7. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone? My mother's socks. Clean yes, and she totally doesn't know.

8. What website(s) do you visit the most during the day? Currently facebook. Usually Gmail.

9. Do you have plants in your room? I'd kill them & that'd be cruel.

10. Does anything hurt on your body right now? I'm cold, but not hurting.

11. What city was your last taxicab ride in? Fredricton. In grade 11.

12. Do you own a picture phone? One that can take pictures? Nope.

13. Recent time you were really upset? Last Night. Stupid DDR.

VIOLET - LAST
1. Person you saw? Daddy

2. Movie watched in cinema? I think School for Scoundrels. It's been nearly 6 months, because the theatre is so expensive, so I can't really remember for sure. It was with Pat, that much I know.

3. Song you listened to: I have it stuck in my head, but I dunno the title. "Do you believe in love" is the part in my head, it's off DDR Extreme 2 for the PS1, if that helps any.

4. Person you talked on the phone with? Jacqui of course. Who else?

Today
1. What are you doing right now? Chatting with my Boyfriend on MSN & filling out this

2. What are you doing tonight? Vegging. Playing DDR maybe, watching a movie with Mum maybe.

3. What are you going to eat? Spaghetti, and various other junky foods I'm sure.

Tomorrow
1. Is: Saturday

2. Goal: To make it through the day without getting overtired and in turn, cranky.

3. Are you going to laugh? It's work. I have no other choice. Best job in the world.

4. What are your plans? I work from 9 till 6.

5. Do you think it will be a good Day? It's work. I have no other choice. Best job in the world.

And I'm done. Cheerio! Happy day, dearest my Peeps.
Vicky Ellen
"I am the who when you call 'Who's there?', I am the wind blowing through your hair." -Nightmare Before Christmas Movie Quote

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Various Blogthings Quizzes

Dearest My Peeps,
I'm back to that site that has the various tests & stuff. I'm also off for the day, so since I'm mostly done the dishes, I figure, why not ahve some fun? I totally joined up with facebook yesterday too. It's great fun.
Vicky Ellen

Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
The Three Question Personality Test

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)
Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all menYou are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.
How Rare Is Your Personality?

You Are 80% Pure
You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!
How Pure Are You?

(Yes, I'm aware that last one is a little umm.. not creepy, but definately unique. I'm sorry. But I don't drink & I've only ever kissed one guy! It's the way I am. Deal with it)

You Are a Snowman
Friendly and fun, you enjoy bringing holiday cheer to everyone you know!


(YAY! CHRISTMAS!)

Your Eyes Should Be Brown
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart


(They're totally pastel green. And wisdom!? That's the second time I've heard that in the past week! MADNESS! Me. Wisdom. *slight snicker*)

Your Christmas Song Is
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow
Oh the weather outside is frightful, But the fire is so delightful, And since we've no place to go, Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!
Forget a new iPod or laptop...What you want Christmas morning is a winter wonderland.


(Ain't that the truth!)

You Failed 8th Grade Geography
Sorry, you only got 4/10 correct!


(Opps)

You Failed 8th Grade US History
Sorry, you only got 2/8 correct!


(Good thing I'm Canadian. Though I doubt I'd do much better)

You Are 20% Abnormal
You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.
You are at low risk for having a borderline personality. It is unlikely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.


(I LIVE in my mom's basement!)

Your Birth Month is May
Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life.You love change and are able to adapt to any situation.
Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life.
Your gemstone: Emerald
Your flower: Lily of the Valley
Your colors: Yellow, red, and green


You Are Cookie Monster
Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.
You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.
You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking
How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"


(I am hungry too. Gee. Catch the irony)

Your Christmas is Most Like: A Christmas Story
Loving, fun, and totally crazy.Don't shoot your eye out!


(That was a good movie too. Watch it sometime)

You Are 20 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


(One more & I'll be done for now.)

You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this worldSo much so that you tend to live in your head most of the timeYou have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul


(I just found another Christmas thing. I'm sorry, this is it. Really it is.)

If You Were Born in 2893...
Your Name Would Be: Ardv Umori
And You Would Be: A Robot Hunter


So yeah, that wasn't the Christmas one I found. The Christmas one wasn't half as cool as being a Robot Hunter. Honestly. I'll shut up now. Cheers!
Vicky Ellen
"The world is a dangerous place. Not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing" -Unknown

PS: So I can't figure out how to make the links work. It's saying "Your HTML cannot be accepted: Closing tag has no matching opening tag: < /a>". I dunno which one it's refering to, since I copy & pasted the code. If you want to see what the various results for the same tests would be if you took them, check out www.blogthings.com.

PPS: I think I got the HTML fixed, but the links still don't work. Sorry. http://www.blogthings.com.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Baptisms & Fredricton

Dearest My Peeps,

How're things? I'm doing quite well. I took Patrick home yesterday, then stayed over night. He went to Fredricton for March Break. He'll be back again next Saturday or Sunday. I throughly enjoyed myself. Apparently I'll be back for a few days in May. One of his friends is getting married & he's asked me to be his "plus one" to the ceremony. Not a clue what I'll wear, but hey, I can bet it'll be clothes of some sort. Likely niceish ones too.

There was a baptismal service tonight at church. There were four planned baptisms & one total spontaneous one. After Pastor was done the four, he was like "I've never done this here before, but if there's anybody who should be up here being baptized, feel free to come up. I'll wait a few minutes for you." So the assistant pastor kept singing, while Pastor waited.

Now, let me add, that I don't fully know if I was ever baptized before or not. I think I was, but I don't really remember for sure. If I was, I was young enough that it didn't make much of an impact, though I seem to recall making them all laugh. And really, it would have been just because it was the thing to do, not because Jesus had actually done anything for me, besides letting me be born into the family I was. It wasn't till I was almost 14 that He personally saved me & pulled me back from the brink. (If you don't know what, when or how & want to know, ask. If you know, great. If you couldn't care less, your choice.)

So I was the totally spontaneous one. Mrs. Pastor followed me out of the sanctuary, to see if I needed help getting the robe on (they have choir robey things for baptisms, to guarentee something doesn't become see through or something I guess). Since I had no change of clothes, I didn't specially need help. I stripped off down to my bra and panties (I couldn't have went in front of the congregation without those; I'd have felt like such a tramp & wouldn't have survived) and put the robe on. Then I totally went to the baptismal tank. Pastor asked me if I wanted to share what was on my mind. I was totally like, "Well, I don't know if I was ever baptised or not. Apparently if I was, I was young enough that it didn't make much of an impression. And since it wasn't till I was 13 or 14 that Jesus personally made an impression on me, if I ever was, it was when I was pretty little. But Jesus is now my best friend, has been for years, & I just wanted to make sure that people know."

Well, if there was any doubt before, there's none now. At least, hopefully. I haven't been to church really regular the last little while. The rare time I have a Sunday off, it's usually the only day Patrick and I have off together, so I go to his place. But I've been missing church some, not ever being there, so I've been trying harder to get out a bit more regular. And I still get to see Patrick at least once a week, so it's great.

I guess that the weirdest part is, Jesus & I are doing the best we ever have. Now I have to work at the relationship harder I guess, and that would do it, wouldn't it? But isn't it a little sad that it was always so hard when I spent all my spare time with my fellow Christians? I never did fit with them though, so that's part of it too. I never did fit with anybody anywhere until I started working where I work now. As far as I know, I'm the only Christian there. Well, one of them is a relatively faithful Catholic, so they might be, I dunno. But at least one is agnostic & I'm pretty sure another is to. One equates Jesus with Santa & they since don't believe in Santa, you can see where this leads. Another can't prove that Jesus was the Son of God, just that He did for certain exist, so they can't believe in Someone who can't be proven. The last one doesn't care one way or the other, & doesn't want to think too much about the whole thing.

Definately more power to them, don't get me wrong. I don't care what they believe, it's not really any of my business. I know that Jesus is the Son of God, the Maker of the universe & the only Key to eternal life. I know without a doubt that I'm right & everybody who disagrees with the fact is wrong. But I can't tell anybody anywhere what they need to believe. It's not my place, nor my issue. It's entirely between them & God & they can deal with it on their own as they come to the place where they need to.

What's weird is that this is the first place I've ever fit in. Not with the other people who claim to love Jesus. Not with the people where everybody is supposed to fit. No, I fit with the people who think I'm "religious" because they don't know the difference between religion & a relationship with the Maker of Everything. I fit with the people who have little or nothing to do with Jesus. What's wrong with this picture, really though? I mean, hooray that I finally fit, but WHY!? Why can't the church accept everybody as they are rather than trying to change them? Why does the church feel that it's their responsibility to do what only God can do? Only God can change people. Only God should have any say about where somebody fits. Only God, not the church.

It just annoys me that organized religion has twisted scripture so throughly. "It's all about a man, who died on the cross, to save the world. He rose from the dead, did what He said He would. He loved everyone He saw, what He did says it all." It's a song by Audio Adreniline I think. I'm not sure who it's by, but it's truth. It's all about the fact that Jesus, who is God, part of the Trinity, and the Maker of everything left Heaven, left perfection, to live & die as a human. He left all that was good & pure & holy to grow up here. To be rejected & scorned & to die in one of the most painful ways possible at that time. To come back to life 3 days later, having descended into hell to conquer death.

Yup, sure pretty nearly everybody alive today is going to physically die. But everybody alive today will not stay dead. Jesus offered a way out of death, hell & the grave. He offers life immortal to anybody who will accept it. To EVERYBODY who will accept it, not just to the ones who fit with the church today.

Thus, religion irritates me. It does nothing but hurt, kill & destroy. Look at the chaos in the Middle East. It's all about religion. Live, and let live. I know I'm right, but apparently hardly anybody else has figured that out yet. Oh well, they'll know for sure one day. Scripture says that one day every knee will bow & every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord.

Anyhow, I'm shutting up now. The above wasn't intended to offend anybody. As I've said before & will say again, everybody is entitled to believe whatever they so desire. That not only encompasses everybody else, but also me. I can believe what I want to, just like any other person on this planet.

And I choose to believe Jesus & "Life without end, amen." It's the only thing that makes complete sense & the one thing that cannot be squelched, no matter how hard anybody trys. It's been around more than 2000 years (since time began to be perfectly honest) & will be around time immemorable. That's my choice. I wish everybody else would make the same choice & discovery, but until they do, whatever. They can make their own choice.

So I'm really shutting up now. G'night Dearest My Peeps. Cheers!
Vicky Ellen
"Resolve to be thyself; and know that who finds himself, loses his misery." Matthew Arnold

Friday, March 02, 2007

Which Season Are You?

You Belong in Fall

Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times...
You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings
Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you
What Season Are You?

Dearest My Peeps,
I just found a how Texan are you test. Apparently I'm 40% Texan, as welcome there as a skunk at a lawn party. Go figure, I'm from Northern New Brunswick. It only stands to reason I suppose.

Then I saw that there were other tests. This one piqued my interest the most. And I was really impressed that the season I am is the season I most adore. Barring the bit about carving wacky pumpkins (merely for fear of carving a finger or thumb from my body), it is very accurate. And I like wacky pumpkins, I'm just incredibly clumsy and not to be trusted with a sharp knife. I have scars to prove that, though many of them are faded beyond recognition.

Anyhow, I'm off for bed. I'm headed to Fredricton tomorrow with my Pat and would like to be alert for the trip. I needn't have another accident so soon. I needn't ever have another accident, God willing. Especially not with someone I care for deeply in the vehicle with me. I would never forgive myself if something happened to anybody that I love because of my own carelessness.

Thus, Bed. Cheerio Mates!
Vicky Ellen
" When I discover who I am, I'll be free." -Ralph Ellison (Gee, it's awfully nice to be free. HOORAY!)

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Nothing Big

Dearest My Peeps,

I just decided to blog because I haven't blogged in a while. I don't especially have anything important to blog about, I just want to blog. I totally rewatched Man of the Year again. It was slower starting than I remember, but gee, it was a good movie. For Your Consideration was alright too. Not amazing by any means, but alright. I saw Man About Town with Ben Affleck last weektoo. It was so bad that it was actually quite good. I was very impressed. The Departed was alright too. It was mostly drama, with the occasional humour/action thrown in to mix things up. Then suddenly during the last 10 minutes, there was more action than in the entire movie.

Not that I'd make a very good movie critic. I'm so bloody fussy about what I watch. I really am looking forward to Flushed Away & Stranger Than Fiction. That's for definate sure. I'm not keen on Will Ferrell as a leading man, but Stranger Than Fiction looks stupendous. It'll either be awesome or absolutely horrible. I doubt it can be so bad than it'd be awesome at any rate. A Good Year looks pretty good too. I'm stoked for all the good movies coming out this month, it's great.


So yeah, it's been an alright week. Still haven't heard about Pinky. He was supposed to be ready end of last week & they're going to call me when he's fixed. They still haven't called. Or at least if they did, they didn't have the decency to leave a message on my phone. I'm presuming that indicates they haven't called yet. It's alright though, I totally get the rental until he's fixed, so they can take their time. I don't mind at all, so long as I have a car to drive in the meantime.

I totally got to spend time with Pat on Monday too. We celebrated our 7 month-i-versary & Valentine's Day. The 7 month was on the 10th & Valentine's on the 14th and Monday was the 12th, so it was totally timed great. He took me to Boston Pizza, then we went back to his place & watched "Zoom: An Academy for Superheros". I really liked. A lot! They totally had a Superchick song in it too. I was stoked! It's rare to have a Christian band in a regular movie. I knwo that lots of band have Christian people in it, but the bands that are marketted specifically to Christian kids usually don't branch out into the rest of the world. I don't understand why not, because they're all pretty much the same as the regular bands, except that they have clean lyrics & a good message.

Anyhow, I'm going to stop talking. I sat down with nothing to talk about & other than the bit about Pat, I did just that & talked very well about nothing. So I'm going to shut up now. Have a great day my peeps.

Vicky Ellen
"A good friend will come to bail you out of jail, but a true friend will be sitting beside you saying 'Well, we screwed up, but wow wasn't it fun!?' " -Anonymous

Friday, February 02, 2007

Wordy Stuffs of Update Value

Dearest My Peeps,
This is a detailed report of things lately. It's wordy, I'll warn you now, but at least you'll all know what's been going on.

I've been well enough. There was that car accident Sunday night on my way home from work. I didn't notice the stop sign & only saw the truck when it was WAY to late to stop. I was going straight & he was turning onto the street I was travelling on. I took out his driver front corner. Being a truck, he wasn't damaged too much & was rather more concerned that I wasn't hurt. I wasn't, though I was rather shaken.

Fortunately the front end went under his car, smashing up the hood & shoving the parts all back. The radiator was the only inside thing hurt, along with the radiator ... umm.. something. It's something that I think holds the rad in place or something. The airbag sensor was missed entirely, which is spectacular! They're wicked expensive to get put back in, not to mention that I'd likely have had a broken nose/glasses to top it all off. I also wasn't going very fast, since the limit was 50 kms & I had my cruise control set. It was probably under 30 at impact too, since I did jump on the brakes as hard as I could.

My chest was a little sore that night from the seatbelt, but that was about it. I was told that I'd be super sore the next day & I totally wasn't/amn't. It's all working out well enough too. I got a rental car the next day by 6 pm & that's a great bonus. I even got to name the rental since I'm the first person in the Miramichi to rent it. Her name is Lucielle.

I don't know what I'd have done if the bank hadn't insisted on full insurance. I'd be right up poo creek right now, without a paddle. And I can't canoe well with a paddle, let alone without one. Another plus note is that my deductible is only $250. I was expecting it to be $500 and the insurance lady was all shocked because apparently they often run at $1000 or more. So I only have to pay that before I pick up my car, which apparently should be by the end of next week.

The problem with that is that there is no way on this sweet earth that I can get that much money in that short a time frame. Honestly, what do I look like, a bank!? Not to mention that this pay I am short a shift (had to get time off for Jury Duty, which I ended up not having to do anyway, so I visited my Jacqui for a few days) Ah well, my God owns the cattle on a thousand hills (not to mention that He made them, cattle AND hills, too!) so I'm trying to trust to Him to take care of it for me. When Somebody runs the universe, something this like would be apple sauce.

And on a serious plus note, my insurance will not go up. Yet anyway. They can't put the price up until my renewal in September, at which point I might possibly have saved enough money to be able to pay for it without a concern. Well, with less of a concern anyway. In the meantime, I need to stop buying stuff that I don't need (ie:games, books, DvD's!, etc)

On a different note, I totally named my NDS Tevra Lucielle. Now I totally want to get a specific game for it now, but you can bet that ain't happening anytime soon. Oi. Ah well, it's my own stupid fault. It's not bad though, one accident in 6 years of driving, no other infractions of any kind what so ever (at least, none that were recorded). I did get a ticket this time for failing to yeild in an intersection, but I have till the beginning of March to pay that, so I'm not as worried about it yet. I will be worried about it as soon as God provides the deductable, but not until then. And even then, I'm going to try my hardest to leave it all in his hands. His perfect timing. Worrying won't help anyway. "If you don't worry, you die. If you worry, you still die. Why worry?" I don't know where Daddy heard it, but it's totally true, that's for sure.

They're awesome at work too. There's an extra 6 hour shift next week. They could've given it to any other of the employees but they totally let me have it, because they figured that I can really use the extra hours right now. They're totally right, I totally can really use them, especially right now. It's great. God is so good to me sometimes that it totally isn't funny. I don't know what I'd do without Him. Quite honestly.

Different topic again, on the 10th of February I'll have been with Pat for seven months. It's the longest I've ever dated anybody. It's great. The best part is that it's not the fact that I finally have a boyfriend. I could do without a boyfriend just fine; I did for three years. The best part is the fact that the boyfriend is Patrick Thomas Snow (his full name). As I'm sure I've said before. Anyway, Hooray! I wouldn't want a boyfriend if it had to be any other boy. Most boys are creepy. Cooties & all that.

Off topic, short aside, we still have mice. The cat died a few years ago & now we have mice. Oi. I hope that Dad'll finally cave in & let me get kitty again. We never had mice when we did have kitty, that's for sure.. I don't mention it to him hardly at all though, because nagging & whining won't do one bit of good. Honestly. If I've learned nothing else, it's to leave him be & let it be his decision. Besides, he totally knows my opinion on the matter already & what's the point of trying to shove it down his throat? I'm waiting for the day that he comes home with this tiny scrap of misused kitty that he found lost, alone &/or nearly dead somewhere & lost part of his heart too... I'm sure hoping anyway. And I have a secret weapon! *attempting evil cackle* I've totally been praying about it! MWAHAHAHA! He has no fighting chance! *GLEE*

And to elaborate briefly (well, as briefly as possible) on the short calling in the cavalry post the other day, there was this bad snow storm. Work closed early, which is something of a miracle & says it all. They'll be out of power & stay open because people on the other side of town have power & are snowmobiling in through the raging blizzard.

Anyway, person taking over for me got into work & was all like "I dunno how you're going to get home" I live 30 kms away from work, which is a good half hour drive in good weather. I came back with "Very carefully?" They were all like, "Yeah, no you really should stay at your friend's place that lives handy to here. It's super bad out." I was like, "Well, nope, I can't do that, I have to pick Mum up when I get off to take her home." So I got to leave right then, so I'd be home before dark (and I just barely was too) & didn't have to take the deposit to the bank like normal because they figured with the roads as bad as they were, it wasn't safe to be on them anymore than I had to be. So when I was out back getting my coat & such on, I totally took a minute & sat down & prayed. It was something like, "Jesus, if the roads are as bad as they're all going on about, I can't drive home. I know I have snow tires & animal whistles, but I'm going to need more than that to get home safely. Keep me safe, get me & Mum home in one piece. If you have to, take control of my conciousness & keep my extra alert & do the driving for me. Because I cn't do it alone."

So that's fine, then I called in the cavalry. I called up my Jacqui & told her to pray too. She totally did. It was a bit rough getting my car out of the parking lot, but not hardly at all. I had moved my car earlier in the day & cleaned it off, so it wasn't buried completely or anything. The roads were fine. Snowpacked, so I had to average 15 kms below the limit, but I've driven in way worse conditions. The worst bit was when I got home & nearly got stuck trying to pull into my driveway. Daddy hadn't shovelled at all, because he hadn't realized how much snow had fallen. When he went to an unspoiled spot and checked it was at least a foot, probably closer to two feet. I forget exactly. Darn lot of snow anyway.

So yeah, I got home fine, JEsus didn't need to drive for me or anything. It's great.

And now my wrist is sore, from wording so much. So this is me, shutting up. I've been super wordy, AGAIN! It's a bad habit that I have, wording all over the place. Ah well, at least you've totally been updated on all things of import. I think of you often, pray for you more. Do be safe!

Cheers! Happy day!
Vicky Ellen

"Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly." - Langston Hughes

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Lately

Dearest My Peeps,

I skimmed through my blog last night, looking for something. Wow they're mostly all WAY too long. I want to apologize. I'm sorry for being so long winded. This'll be short, as I have stuffs to do before going to work. (IE: Breakfast)

I had a car accident the other day. I'm fine & I have a full insurance so I totally have a rental until Pinky gets fixed. I don't actually know if they can fix him yet or now. The insurance guy was supposed it go out & take a look at it yesterday to see if it was worth fixing or if it would just be cheaper to replace him.

I dunno what I'm hoping for. I love Pinky & hope he can be okay, but if there're going to be long term problems caused because of the accident, I don't want him to be okay. I don't want to have to pay for this for the rest of the time I own him.

Oh well, I'll find out sometime soon. In the meantime, I'm supposed to be sore. Key word supposed to be. I was a bit that night, but I haven't been in any pain at all since. It's great. *GLEE* Somebody tryed to be nice by pointing out that sometimes whiplash takes a few days to show itself, but I just told them to shut up. I'm not sore & it should stay that way. If not, well, I'll deal with that when I haves to.

I'm getting wordy again, so I'll take off for now. Have an awesome week & be safe. Do as I say in this & not as I do too! God's hand kept me safe, or to word it the way everybody else does, I was damn lucky. But God's such a busy guy, what with running the universe, please go out of your way to be safe, where possible, give Him a bit of a break.

Cheers!
Vicky Ellen
"Great peacemakers are all people of integrity, honesty, and humility." - Nelson Mandela